Letter to my Childhood Self
Audrey Goddard
Dear Friend,
I hope you are well,
I hope you still latch to lethargic
Days, stretched elastically aimless
Winter–a fogged memory,
A lifetime ago
What have you been up to?
I miss feeling my backbone
Once a pirate, a warrior, a leader
Determined to determine the day
Confidence your mother tongue
Have you made any friends?
I miss looking at the world
Squeaky-clean and unfamiliar
With freshly packaged faces
Carving a smile in your own
How do you feel?
Sucking on a sweet reward
Dressed in diligent costume
A consolation prize devoured
But guilt now rots in my mouth
If I indulge in extravagance
Who do you want to be?
Crying over a scraped knee
You hurry to mom for help
Met with a hug and a band-aid
But tears now struggle to stream
A sign of weakness, a lingering bruise
Search for fairies in the flowers, please
Before they succumb to their wasply form
Stinging and staining though they once tickled
With love,
Your friend, always